Eternal Sunshine of the spotless mind
went 2 watch tt movie w meng,sufian, JY and shao chong...Shao chong was nothing like we expected him 2 be in terms of looks and mentality...but we all agreed tt he is perfect for JY。。。。
hello!!! he is literally e male version of JY!!!!!!!! hahaha....not tt we cant get enough of JY...but seeing e both of them together and having so much fun is really sweet...JY is unique...
me n meng agreed tt theirs will definitely be a very diferent relationship... (^_^)
anyway about e movie...it was a great show! very different...and though it gets a little confusing in e middle...things jus sort out themselves...
e movie's about how a couple tries 2 erase their memories of each other,but even after tt...they still managed 2 get back together, although it wasnt on a clean note...they had a better understanding of each other....
i guess e movie tells us tt no matter how much and how hard u try, its jus not possible 2 erase memories...no matter how big how small...its like mending a hole on e wall and e cracks can still be seen....
but its these memories,impressions tt makes e person...we grow as we experience every joy and pain...
go watch e movie...its really refreshing...
chatted w meng while waiting for jy n beau...
it was always refreshing to talk 2 meng cos he's such a gd listener and gives really sound advice...
after e really short conversation...i come 2 realise tt maybe i've been sending out wrong signals bout myself 2 other pple...
and really its all my own wrongdoings...
i believe i give e impression tt i'm some big time flirt...or in meng's words 感情泛滥。。。hahaha...sounds really horrible...but good wake up call la...
things is...i can have all my silly, stupid crushes...but at e end of e day...i still cant forget e person i love most...who will never belong 2 me...
i've only truly loved 2 pple...and till today i still cannot find someone who can match up 2 one of them....sad to say...
i nearly killed myself trying 2 forget him...but i still cant...its been more then 5 years now...so i decided tt since i cant stop loving him...jus love him and be happy doing so...and i am happy...i'm happy when he's happy...sad when he's sad...
he dont have 2 know...i jus wan him 2 be happy...