Thursday, June 10, 2004

Eternal Sunshine of the spotless mind

went 2 watch tt movie w meng,sufian, JY and shao chong...
Shao chong was nothing like we expected him 2 be in terms of looks and mentality...but we all agreed tt he is perfect for JY。。。。

hello!!! he is literally e male version of JY!!!!!!!! hahaha....not tt we cant get enough of JY...but seeing e both of them together and having so much fun is really sweet...JY is unique...
me n meng agreed tt theirs will definitely be a very diferent relationship... (^_^)

anyway about e movie...it was a great show! very different...and though it gets a little confusing in e middle...things jus sort out themselves...
e movie's about how a couple tries 2 erase their memories of each other,but even after tt...they still managed 2 get back together, although it wasnt on a clean note...they had a better understanding of each other....
i guess e movie tells us tt no matter how much and how hard u try, its jus not possible 2 erase memories...no matter how big how small...its like mending a hole on e wall and e cracks can still be seen....
but its these memories,impressions tt makes e person...we grow as we experience every joy and pain...
go watch e movie...its really refreshing...

chatted w meng while waiting for jy n beau...
it was always refreshing to talk 2 meng cos he's such a gd listener and gives really sound advice...
after e really short conversation...i come 2 realise tt maybe i've been sending out wrong signals bout myself 2 other pple...
and really its all my own wrongdoings...

i believe i give e impression tt i'm some big time flirt...or in meng's words 感情泛滥。。。hahaha...sounds really horrible...but good wake up call la...
things is...i can have all my silly, stupid crushes...but at e end of e day...i still cant forget e person i love most...who will never belong 2 me...
i've only truly loved 2 pple...and till today i still cannot find someone who can match up 2 one of them....sad to say...
i nearly killed myself trying 2 forget him...but i still cant...its been more then 5 years now...so i decided tt since i cant stop loving him...jus love him and be happy doing so...and i am happy...i'm happy when he's happy...sad when he's sad...
he dont have 2 know...i jus wan him 2 be happy...


2 random thoughts:

At 12:33 am, Blogger ruyi said...

wah...who's e other person??? tt u loved? and one more thing...loved or still love???

 
At 6:14 pm, Blogger pearlewurly said...

er...loved...but i can say for sure now tt this OTHER person is passe...there's one and only one now lor...whom i'll keep caring for and he doesnt need to know...
until hopefully some day someone else comes along to take his place..and to surpass him (^_^)

 

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